Author Testimony
On a quiet afternoon in January 2004, something
happened that changed everything. I had reached a point of complete
frustration trying to figure out what I was supposed to do with
a half-written novel that I had started two months after quitting
my full-time job to become a stay-at-home-mother. I quit my job,
not because I saw that we could afford it, but because my heart
was compelled to do so, and my husband agreed. It was a step
of faith, and writing became the next step, as I’d been dabbling
with poetry and short stories for most of my life.
I never thought that I would have the patience – or
even a plot – to write a near 400-page story. But here it
was, three years later, and halfway completed. However, after months
of fruitless efforts researching the publishing industry, coming
up with a hundred different plans to “become a writer,” and
wrestling with going back to work and/or graduate school, I had
moved no further along with this writing thing than the blinking
cursor had moved on the computer screen for a story I did not even
know how to end.
I simply did not know what to do anymore. Was
this desire to be home full-time with my preschoolers and to write
stories coming from Him, or was I just going off the deep end?
Feeling physically sick – anguished – I
wanted to believe there was a purpose in this internal struggle,
a purpose for me in His Kingdom. I am a firm believer that God
has a purpose and a plan for everyone that will bring glory to
Him and will help others.
That day in January, God proved Himself to me
in a way that left no room for doubt.
In tears and in tiredness, I prayed, draped over
the side of my bed, while the children were napping, a prayer of
desperation. I asked Jesus to clearly give me direction on what
He wanted out of my life, and that if writing was it, to lead me
to someone who could answer specific questions about publishing
Christian fiction.
An hour later, I ended up on the homepage of a
website I had book-marked over two years before then, and had not
checked in a while. Posted on the website was information about
a conference that would share answers to – yes, you guessed
it – the exact questions I had just asked God about. It was
as if Jesus had literally penned down the specific topics I had
poured out before Him in my tears and typed it up on the computer
screen. In that moment, I saw another facet of how real God is,
how much He loves us, and that He really does have a purpose, plan,
and all the answers for us if we just seek Him.
Seeking Him has changed my life.
To make a long story short, I was invited to the
conference, hosted and conducted by Denise Stinson of Walk Worthy
Press. When she called to invite me, she asked me if I was still
working on my novel. I heard God’s calling clearly through
her words, and – by the grace and to the glory of God – I
finished in three months the story that had taken three years just
to get half-way done. Doors were opening in ways I had never imagined!
In meeting Ms. Stinson, she only confirmed lessons
God had started teaching me along the way, lessons specifically
about writing as ministry and the role the creative written word
can have in His Kingdom.
See, for most of my life, writing had merely been
a therapeutic hobby for me, a self-prized ability that made me
want to add something fancy to the world of literature so I could
feel like I had accomplished something. Now, I know and am
convinced that writing, in God’s hand, is a tool and a talent
that can be used to exhort, encourage, and draw people closer to
Him. Jesus himself taught with parables, illustrating Kingdom
principles through stories simple enough to read and hear, yet
packed with Spirit-discerned mysteries. He used scenarios of everyday
life with everyday people doing everyday things, and through those
stories lives were and are being changed.
I praise God for doing this wonderful work; for
taking someone like me who has struggled with issues of fear, doubt,
confusion, insecurity, and everything else under that umbrella,
and creating something that will bring Him glory! Now you know
that’s only Jesus!
Like Sheep Gone Astray is a novel born
partially out of my own struggle with defining success and tapping
into purpose. It is my prayer that within the cast of characters
who represent many walks of life, readers will find someone to
identify with, or laugh alongside; or someone who offers a challenge,
or simply inspires. I pray that ultimately each reader gains something
good from the pages.
My encouragement to everyone is to stay true to
the dreams and desires God has placed in your heart, even if your
situation looks impossible. The worse it looks, the greater God
can show Himself off. He has a work for each of us to reach all
of us for Him. It is only by seeking Him – and then accepting
His answers – that we move forward in Him. Peace and potential
fulfilled became a regular part of my life only after I truly believed
that what God had for me to do was what He had already put both
in my heart and in front of me (being a wife, a mother, and a writer).
When things looked shaky or questionable in my eyes, I had to trust
Him.
And God has proved Himself faithful, loving, perfect
at every turn.
This has not been – rather, is not – an
easy road. As far as a testimony goes, there is so much more I
could say. But for this moment, just know this: Writing to reach
the world for Jesus has become my mission; people awakening to
purpose through intimacy with Christ because of the written words
He’s given me, has become my vision. Whatever else
that’s accomplished – whatever else God has
for me to do – all glory, all reason, all strength be His
alone in the name of Jesus.
Leslie J. Sherrod
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